Fly By

That is so cringe (in reference to a redacted part of Mood Swings). I am so glad that I am not in that relationship anymore.

I want to learn Japanese and watched a YouTube video of Japanese people being asked what the best anime is and One Piece came up a lot and it reminded me of A and THAT lifetime and I cringed and disproved. The anime supposedly is about friendship and we ain’t got time for that…

Especially since my friends are no longer my friends and now I really only have Nana and family. I gotta start making more friends that aren’t coworkers? I dunno BUT FIRST I gotta work on MYSELF!!

That’s what I’m doing… I am in my balancing act journey…

… Not too positive like my 5 (I wrote 5, but I think I wanted it to sound longer; I think it was 4) years with S and not too negative either with my depression.

A good ebb and flow to get the juices flowing and rest and flowing and rest.

I gotta enjoy this journey because that’s the point of life. This year is sure going to FLY by with the constant balance of life day to day, week to week, month to month… Going to plan the next 6 months and I’m taking Mel Robbins’ words of “it’s going to FLY BY,” so I’m gonna need a game plan to stick to 100% and try to stay disciplined if I want my results and what I want. It’s gonna be hard, but I GOT THIS!!!

Jada-LYN