Tattoos

So, I didn’t get the Holo Taco magnetic collection BUT I did get my tattoos!! Which was v exciting and I cannot wait for them to heal. I may need to get Dial soap after these 3-5 days so that I am able to care for my tatts appropriately.

I did do it on impulse… It’s ok though because money comes and goes and money will come to me as I need it because I believe that the universe will give me what I need in divine timing. The universe supports me in all that I do as I do it and as I need in my life.

I did do a bit of wandering after I got my tattoo because the studio was packed and I didn’t want to wait there to get picked up, so I started walking outside to kill time and I walked into Thali (I’m p sure that’s what it’s called - restaurant in Midtown) and ordered a chai while I waited for S to pick me up. So I did feel like I just walked and ordered a chai just because and not necessarily because I was planning on doing it - but just doing it, as if I was on autopilot, so I think it was good for me in that moment to settle and be aware of the moment and what I was doing, like I did play with that maze hamsa from World Market Place.

Looking back, though, it did feel like I was auto-piloting through that event of walking outside and just wandering.

I am so very thankful for S. He allows me to do what I want and supports me, unconditionally. I judge myself more than he judges me and I think I project my feelings onto him, as if he would feel the same way, but it’s really just me thinking these thoughts about me.

He has learned to love me through it all and I need to learn to love me through it all, just as I will learn to love him through it all.

Jada-LYN

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