Another Monday

I would be lying if I said that I didn’t think about calling out from work. This time, instead of thinking about it when I woke up, I thought about it in my dream. In this dream, I was already at work. I went to work, started crying because my head was hurting, which probably in turn made it “hurt” more, and told them that I cannot be at work right now and that I needed to see a doctor because of my head.

I want to be able to have days where I don’t actually dread going to work. Well, after re-reading what I just wrote, I do have days where I don’t even think about not wanting to go to work and I just go. Maybe these days are more prominent on Mondays. What I meant by what I said was: I want to have days, more often than not, where I feel like I have the time to do all that I want while also making money. How to do this? I am still not sure, yet, but I am hoping to figure it out soon…

-Jadalyn

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